Tarot Overload Day 4

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 Greetings, all!

Here is another installment of the Tarot Overload Challenge by Hermit's Mirror. If you're curious and want to read how the first two days went (honestly, they were amazing! I was hooked by the end of day 1), you can find day 1 here, day 2 here, and day 3 here.

Let's dive on in!

The Prompt

What lesson am I learning through this life journey?

The Pull

Today's second card came from another numbers game. I got the 10 of Wands so I decided to shuffle 10 times and pull the top card. Out came The Chariot in reverse. I have gotten at least one major every day so far! Very interesting... There are some very big and transformative energies in this challenge.

My lesson is the patience and determination to get through the hard parts in life. Even when I feel stuck, I still have the strength to flip that chariot back over and drag it up that hill (to make a deal with god).

Astrology Associations

The Chariot is, of course, the Cancer card. Again, my cancer placement is in my Chiron. There is a lot of emotional baggage that I carry with me daily, especially feelings of rejection and failure (Hi, RSD and ADHD). These cards tell me that part of the lesson I am learning right now is powering through those whispers in my head rather than getting bogged down in self-hate.

The ten of wands has the energy of Saturn in Sagittarius. We have talked at length about my Sagittarius placements at this point in time. This particular card's astrology did not mean much to me. My Saturn is in Capricorn. My Saturn is in my 10th house, but my Capricorn is in my 11th (and 12th) house. I need to do a little more research about that because I am not sure what any of that means, and that is ok. I am still learning. 

Summary

Having your wounded healer be wounded in Cancer can be a lot. There is a lot of hurt and wounds around family, inner child, and acceptance. I fight with these themes on the daily. I need a lot of reassurance that people don't hate me, that I am not a burden. This is ok. I have found people who love me despite my flaws and insecurities. I have the gifts and strength within me to fight back and shine my light bright.

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